ALPHA FEMALE

If you are going to continue to win, at least be kind and let me find my remote control so I won't have to see you stomp on my boys.

I'm getting fucking pissed off that you just continue to come up every single play. Stop making 3 pointers! What are you people? Freaking robots or something?! YOU ARE NOT REAL TO ME RIGHT NOW!

Love,
M

707235---: hey meg... how have u been?
me: good thanks. who's this
707235---: brittney
me: how's everything?
Brit: Well i have been alright.. About to lose my job tho. So im sceard. Im in san diego... Are you still living in your apt?
Brit: I wanted to say sorry... I have just been going through so much shit. And i do love u as a friend.. And I have missed u. If it means anything at all.
me: Thanks for apologizing. Im not trying to make you upset with what im about to say but i feel like you need to hear how you've hurt me. Despite the fact we butt heads, I tried being there. Im upset that you dont appreciate my friendship. and for you to ignore me while I was just being a friend made me sad. I thought I was your real friend. Not some superficial friend who you party with or call every now and then to catch up. I thought I was more than that. But you are very self involved and its always about your problems... Always what you wanna do. If it's not beneficial to you somehow you won't go or do it. You have lots of friends. Call them and ask them to bail you out because its hard to give to someone who doesn't appreciate the help. And Im tired of giving when I don't get anything in return. Ill always love you but im not going to help someone who doesn't wanna help themselves.
me: I really hope things get better for you. Sorry about your mom.
Brit: I wasn't asking for your help... I was only trying to be friends with u. I dont think u can ever understad what i am dealing with.. I have always been there for u. I have just had alot on my back. But not to be mean but what i am going through is alot more serious then your problems with guys and whatnot.. I have never asked alot of u. And to be hoenst i thought u were incredibly incensitive to my feelings when i lost my dog.. U told me to grow up and hand handle the situation with my mom? I would like to see how u would handle losing your mom. Anyways.. Either way im forgiving. Your apparently not. Have a good one.

Fuck off dumb bitch. First of all, I only said handle the situation with your mom because you're a fucking trainwreck. You're mom commits suicide and you ignore everything about it and go to a fucking concert instead of taking responsibility of the situation. How fucking disrespectful of a daughter are you? THEN I watch your dog for that weekend you're gone to Coachella (which you wasted $400+ on instead of going to my birthday you cunt) and to make things worse, you take advantage of the situation even more by going on a fucking date with some loser. Who the fuck goes on a date when your mom dies? WHO DOES THAT. Insensitive? I was being nothing but real and trying to tell you to get your shit together. Go hang out with the friends who lead you to destroy yourself in your Jack and Coke...crying alone in your studio apartment in the Long Beach ghetto. Sleeping with every single fucking guy without a condom. Go ahead and be destructive. I went through that same shit and I wish I had someone to tell me to grow the fuck up. You're such a trainwreck. Get your shit together and stop being so self-involved.

BTW, I have problems beyond boys (yes, surprisingly). You're one to talk because all you do is talk about your crazy obsession with Ean Golden, your ex Adrian who you fucking jock all the time and his girlfriend's page, your one week relationship with that guy Jerrad who you cheated on immediately you got back to San Diego, that troll Bjorn that you seem to be fascinated with, that guy Mick who used you for the time he was here, fucking Tom that emo kid with a weird emo friend, and all the other guys that you fucked in a span of 3 months. Jesus Christ you get around more than Lindsay Lohan.

Insensitive? God no. I'm not. I'm just reminding you of the shit you did.

Also, I know you were insinuating that you probably need a place to stay. Why the fuck would you ask if I was still living in my apartment? So stupid. If you wanted to stay at my place you should've thought this shit through. Be my friend and fake your apology for a week then ask for help. You obviously were looking for help.

Get the fuck out of San Diego and move back home. You're slow. You can't spell. You know nothing. You won't amount to shit.

P.S. Take responsibility for yourself.

What's your favorite type of cheese? Or, if you don't like cheese, why not?
Submitted by Draegon Scribe.

PEPPER JACK! Then sharp cheddar, mild cheddar, mozzarella, ricotta...that stinky ball cheese.

I freaking love cheese. I put it on almost everything I eat.

Who was the last person you offended?
Submitted by May.

I offend people on a daily basis so it's hard to keep track of these things.

Wow. I'm so proud of my school.

http://www.cnn.com/2008/CRIME/05/07/sdsu.drug.bust.ap/index.html

Fucking dumbasses.

I'm so pissed off at Brit. This weekend she went off to Coachella. I don't mind that she doesn't want to talk about it, but she's gonna have to face it. It makes me really sad that she's not taking care of the situation with her mom.

Her mom wrote her a letter when I went to Long Beach to keep her company. I'm sure there were details of her whereabouts. The thing is, she has been extremely stubborn and she won't read it. Still hasn't.

Today she texted me telling me that she lost her dog. I took care of that dog all weekend for her while she was out partying at Coachella and going on a date with some loser. I am really trying to be a friend here. I offered my help. I offered to help her...and she goes completely nuts on me. She texted me with "I don't care" when it came to taking care of the situation with her mom. Then she went psycho on me and basically told me to not talk to her again.

I know it's a hard time for her, but she seriously needs to grow up and get her act together. She's not a kid anymore. She needs to take responsibility for this. I told her I'm still here for her, but how do you help someone who doesn't care or even want your help? It's so frustrating. It's so sad because Brit was all her mother had left.

I was trying to get a hold of Brit all yesterday and the minute I get out of class she texts me...

My mom is gone. She passed away.

As much as me and this girl fight and don't get along...she's like a sister to me. She reminds me of me when I was her age...even though there's not a huge difference between our ages, she's doing the same shit I used to do.

I drove to Long Beach to visit her just because I know she doesn't want to be alone at this time. No one does. Even if you don't want to talk, just having someone there is comforting enough.

I didn't understand why she didn't just come to San Diego because her mom does live here...

...when I got to her apartment she checked her mail and there was a package from her mom. She opened it in her apartment and there were documents and videos and a letter...I didn't understand until she just broke out and told me her mom killed herself.

She was planning this and Brittney kind of saw it coming.

It's so sad. I decided to take care of her dog this weekend. I don't know what I'm getting into because that dog is a little terror. Now I have two dogs in my apartment, but I just felt so bad because she's going to be super busy these next couple of weeks.

The sad part is, they haven't even found her mom's body, but Brittney knows her mom is gone. She gave her a package with all this stuff. She hasn't read the letter her mom gave her yesterday. It's really scary. She is trying to stay busy so she won't think about it. I think that's best though. I wouldn't take time off to think. I'd just be super sad. So that's why I came there yesterday to let her know I'm there and help her make a plan to get these things situated.

I AM SCARED FOR MY LIFE...

After the first two...I'M OFF TO VEGAS FOR MY BIRTHDAY!

I haven't packed.

I'm gonna see if I can do that shit in 30 minutes. Eric's a square and likes to make sure I get to the airport early. It seriously only takes 15 minutes to check in, but he insists I get there an hour and a half early.

If my flight gets delayed (like it usually does), I'm going to end up drunk waiting for my flight.

Lyn's already in Vegas and she says it's super hot.

OMG.

EXCITED!